I only operate in extremes
I can’t just be a bit sad, instead I’m soul crushingly miserable
I can’t just be happy, instead I’m completely elated
I can’t eat normally, instead I’m either binging or restricting
I can’t love normally, instead I’m either obsessed or want nothing to do with the person
I can’t just be bored, instead I have to fill the void with any method of self destruction available to me so that I don’t have to feel the boredom
Shoutout to the people who feel…
Embarrassed when their current hyperfixation ends
Who spend a lot of money on hyperfixations that don’t last
Like they ruin relationships because of their ‘all or nothing’ mentality
As though they don’t know what they’re truly passionate about
Lost because they can’t settle on one hobby or career path
A daily occasion at this point
Nobody talks about how hard it is to face people again after you’ve had an episode in front of them
Once they’ve seen you do full-force into self-destruct, they always look at you with a sense of wariness and like you’re not the person they thought you were
The shame makes me want to rip my skin off
girlhood never stops we just evolve…
💐🧚🏻♂️📚🍄🧌
compacts & pill boxes with reverse painted celluloid over real butterfly wings
I felt like you guys will appreciate this
GIRLY JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT CYERCE ELEGANS
If Cyerce nigricans is a butterfly, then this is a fairy… Cyerce nigricans for comparison:
“I miss you more than I remember you.”
— Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous
Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
